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So I'm finally back from holiday getaways... and I don't want to be here already. I was a good escape -- but it's like returning to do dirty dishes.

At least I was able to forget about my problems for a while and live in an imaginary world where I belonged to some sort of family that lived without a care. Like the ones on...
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mo:
glad you like the rats!! thanx for the comment!
xx
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I'm surviving the holidays thus far...

but I just spent more money than I thought I would on art supplies. Guess this means no gym membership for me this winter.

Unless someone wants to make me fabulously rich.

Yay.
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Much against my will, I'm going to spend christmas with my mother. She pulled the, "this might be my last christmas" card on me.

Oh.. but I did see Phantom of the Opera (the film) last night. Wow. It was my adolecent fantasy and obsession, but I never got to see the play. I just got all the merch from the people I knew who...
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seda:
Thank you for the compliments on the set! More to come soon!
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So for the first time I was totally hit with a big does of negative ego vibes. Which kind of suck as I've only developed a conscious sense of my ego over the past couple years for certain reasons known only to a select few.

Anyhow -- I was suddenly worried that everything I make.. sucks. In a really bad way. It's not that I've...
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Flash is making me happy, but the lack of inspiration is driving me crazy.

It's killing my faith in everything I create.

I want to give up, but this is no time for it.

I just need to find some strength somewhere.
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deanna:
very cool!!...

sleepless nights=no good. surreal
ether_medius:
thanks!

sleepless nights can be ... romantic in a way.

As long as you don't have too many of course... then you're pretty much just impaired and should remember to wipe the drool up. wink
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I need a new monitor and I'm never colouring my illustrations in Fireworks again. Macromedia can kiss my ass... except I'm liking Flash -- definitely a good investment there.

I've spent far too much time on a single illustration already. I finally finish colouring it in Fireworks and go to export it to Photoshop for touching up and effects... only to find that Fireworks sucks...
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Merh.

Money adds a certain stress to an otherwise nice and humble life. All I ask is for there to be no worry... but it's time again for another round of "stress test."

Part of me isn't worried though. I seem to recollect a time when I worked a real job. I did real good when it was busy... probably a lot better than when...
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