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H'okay --

So good Friday isn't very good really. It's kind of in the way really. I mean, I didn't fully expect fefa.com to call me up for an interview as I was told they would this week -- but now that Friday is a holiday, there's fat chance they'll call me this week...

which probably means one thing -- I didn't get the job....
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In a concerted effort to survive, I am forced to sell my office furniture. Much to my chagrin...

but it does bring me along my path a little further. One should not be tied to material posessions, nor should they hinge their desires upon them.

Material things come and go in life. So if everything works out, I'm sure I'll have nice office furniture...
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I'm a fan of horribly intimate conversation. I just love it when people reveal their most secret of secrets. Their weakest moments. Their reasons for being.

For some reason that sort of thing really matters to me.

Reason for being.

I guess I'm just tired of people who give up dreaming for practical reasons.

So I started reading Oryx and Crake by Margaret Atwood. I've gotten almost halfway through in less than 24 hours... but haven't been able to pick it up since.

Seems now that I'm going to be so incredibly busy for a while. I've got two sites I've got to build for 2 of my projects, I've got to find a job to keep me financially...
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To Never Leave Emily --

this heart sodden;
find it harder every time
we depart --
life keeps movin'
the current takes me
us
apart.
against it all
my love will find you;
in my wishes and dreams
I will hold you.
And when the dread of night
finds our souls weak,
listen to the whisper --
destiny
where our lives meet.

by: Me damnit.

Oh America.. land of news anchors that tell their guests to 'shut up,' where dissent is important to keep political power in check but is becoming closer to illegal, and where the leaders still spread hate, bigotry, and ignorance.

I don't even live in America and I'm tired of all the American conservative harpies who just screech about how they're "winning."

I don't think I've...
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Well in the spirit of trying to stay positive and keep working towards my goals in the face of great adversity, I've made some headway with my employment centre. I've got two people there who really really really wanna see me make it.

None of us want to see me hopping from shelter to shelter surviving on part-time work at some factory. (Though that would...
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So to top off my misery with a cherry, the government decided now was a good time to re-adjust my tax return from last year. Now I owe them like $400.

Just what I needed right now. More debt.

Now I feel like my eyes are lead. I just want to curl up into a ball and cease my existence. This is getting rediculous. Everytime...
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Ether Medius -- a derivative of --

Ether

5. Physics. An all-pervading, infinitely elastic, massless medium formerly postulated as the medium of propagation of electromagnetic waves.

also adjective ethereal, meaning:

1. Characterized by lightness and insubstantiality; intangible.
2. Highly refined; delicate. See Synonyms at airy.
3.
a. Of the celestial spheres; heavenly.
b. Not of this world; spiritual.
4. Chemistry. Of or relating to...
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For a man of such great accomplishments that I knew so little about and yet so much; I only hope that the words I have to say at your final farewell will honour you and the memories you left us.

I'm afraid the world will never be the same without you -- even when you spoke so few words.

You were connected to us in...
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