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More kitten madness. Literally. I think she might be insane or attempting to break barriers of communication. It's hard to tell when she can't speak english.

Just trying to stay sane with all this freelancing madness. When they said it's like a roller-coaster ride... well you never know until you hop on. So broke I don't have a dollar to my name this week. But if I work really hard and maybe late a few days; next week I'll have plenty again. And it will pretty much stay that way until November unless I keep the ride moving.

That's sort of what worries me right now... can I keep the ride going. Do I even want to (and if I don't, what the hell do I want to do?). To counter this, I've been organizing my ideas... it might be starting to clear up. Here are my thoughts:

• More than anything else I'd rather be writing books and songs and sitting around dreaming up all the answers


• In order to do the above I need to make lots of money


• Lots of money means lots of hard work and great ideas


• I have no choice to work hard and I do have a few good ideas in store


• If I gather up my good ideas under an umbrella and execute each one, I could make lots of money


• In order for the above to be feasible, I need some money


• In order to get some money, I'll have to work either work at a company or keep working for clients.


• I'm not entirely sure I'm happy working for clients; but I am learning. Sigh. It's like you're always at the bottom of something, working your way up continuously.

Well... I may be glued to this computer for the next few months.. or years.. I don't know. Let's hope it works out. I think summer flew by me because of this whole "trying harder" thing.