Wow... so tough decisions make us into tougher people. At this point I feel like a flea in a torrential sea. But it's not a loss of control -- just an understanding I'm reaching.
To say the least, I'm not going to be staying at my job. I still have a few days to think about it.. but there's so much shit I could say about my boss. He needs to hear it, I need to accept it, and life must move on.No more holding myself back for other people's sake.
Also -- this whole waiting to find out if something terrible is happening to me... just gives me another reason not to hold back. Even if I'm not going to die or anything: everything is different.
I just hope I feel this way tomorrow. And all the other days after this one. Cause I'm sick of just bitching about it.
People are weak and pathetic slops of waste. We let shit happen to ourselves and we let ourselves get run down by shit. Fuck that. Half you people aren't even worth looking at.
To say the least, I'm not going to be staying at my job. I still have a few days to think about it.. but there's so much shit I could say about my boss. He needs to hear it, I need to accept it, and life must move on.No more holding myself back for other people's sake.
Also -- this whole waiting to find out if something terrible is happening to me... just gives me another reason not to hold back. Even if I'm not going to die or anything: everything is different.
I just hope I feel this way tomorrow. And all the other days after this one. Cause I'm sick of just bitching about it.
People are weak and pathetic slops of waste. We let shit happen to ourselves and we let ourselves get run down by shit. Fuck that. Half you people aren't even worth looking at.