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Music: Tired of Sex - Weezer (from "Pinkerton")

Time: 12:39am

I'm hungry. Couldn't resist buying groceries today... probably got a notch on my credit rating for it. I just said, "screw 'em, I'm hungry as fuck."

I did though manage to give up on the flash blog. Not because I didn't finish it, but because for readability's sake, I decided to go with an XHTML...
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A buddy of mine who's helped me out recently has been painting a place for his landlord. I guess he decided to start up a little painting business on the side.

So I went over to help him out, no strings attached.

I think that's pretty cool.

Hooray for it not being over yet!

Looks I was saved at the instant of death.

So I pretty much have an IT job in the bag and will now have 2 companies throwing their extra web-dev work my way.

Which means I've been able to avoid the wrath of the land lord and pay most of my bills -- crisis averted and life is...
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I've got one more day to sell my office furniture. My landlord will not be pleased with me if I slip behind on another month.

Yet I got one bit of good news.

The super-human Nathaniel (Nato) hooked me up with some of his uncles/cousins. One of them is gonna start handing me off design work and the other which I am calling tomorrow will...
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I seriously suggest reading Oryx and Crake by Margaret Atwood.

A very intelligent book. Really takes Orwellian speculative fiction to a new level.

Warning: For the sensitive hearts out there, reading the news after finishing this book might shock you.

For the first time in years and years, I am struck with the desire to do nothing but brainlessly watch cable television.

I wanna ram my head through a brick wall.

For some reason.

So.

Bored.

H'okay --

So good Friday isn't very good really. It's kind of in the way really. I mean, I didn't fully expect fefa.com to call me up for an interview as I was told they would this week -- but now that Friday is a holiday, there's fat chance they'll call me this week...

which probably means one thing -- I didn't get the job....
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In a concerted effort to survive, I am forced to sell my office furniture. Much to my chagrin...

but it does bring me along my path a little further. One should not be tied to material posessions, nor should they hinge their desires upon them.

Material things come and go in life. So if everything works out, I'm sure I'll have nice office furniture...
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I'm a fan of horribly intimate conversation. I just love it when people reveal their most secret of secrets. Their weakest moments. Their reasons for being.

For some reason that sort of thing really matters to me.

Reason for being.

I guess I'm just tired of people who give up dreaming for practical reasons.

So I started reading Oryx and Crake by Margaret Atwood. I've gotten almost halfway through in less than 24 hours... but haven't been able to pick it up since.

Seems now that I'm going to be so incredibly busy for a while. I've got two sites I've got to build for 2 of my projects, I've got to find a job to keep me financially...
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To Never Leave Emily --

this heart sodden;
find it harder every time
we depart --
life keeps movin'
the current takes me
us
apart.
against it all
my love will find you;
in my wishes and dreams
I will hold you.
And when the dread of night
finds our souls weak,
listen to the whisper --
destiny
where our lives meet.

by: Me damnit.

Oh America.. land of news anchors that tell their guests to 'shut up,' where dissent is important to keep political power in check but is becoming closer to illegal, and where the leaders still spread hate, bigotry, and ignorance.

I don't even live in America and I'm tired of all the American conservative harpies who just screech about how they're "winning."

I don't think I've...
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