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I've been thinking....

I need to move back to California more quickly. I need my son.





I need to go to Canada, and see my sister. It's been over three years.

I need to go to South Carolina and see my sister. It's been almost a year and a half.


I need never go to Colorado to visit my brother. May he rest peacfully in the burning pits of hell.

I ought to start reconsidering what my position on my own sexuality is. I seem to be sleeping with a lot more men lately.

I want to meet the type of woman that I find here. If nothing more than to buy them a beer.


I need to stop drinking as much.


I want to start surfing again. In the Pacific. Home is the best place for things like that.


I miss the desert. Palmdale may suck for a night life, but the sunsets are magnificent.

I need to go back to the gym. I want to look good again.




I really miss my friends. Heaps tons, even.








I miss the Seabees. I loved my uniform.




I want to have the feel of fresh tattoos more often.


I need to get back to a place where the scenery is more beautiful than any woman in the world.



Most of all, I miss being myself, and having a good time.








Just been thinkin'. That's all.