eternalxile

You ever have one of those days where you don't feel like yourself? Like you wake up and you have the feeling like there's someone else in your head. Thats how i feel today. i woke up this morning at around 6 and i felt different. I woke up and i got out of bed immediately. No tossing or turning to get another 15 minutes of sleep. I got up, watched a tivoed episode of Cheap Seats (creative breaking championship) ate my Capn Crunch, and i just had this energy. I can't really explain it but it feels like every atom in my body is charged. I'm thinking differently and there's a spring in my step which is really odd because when i walk i look like i'm walking up to someone to beat their ass. It's not like when you get hyper off of drinking too much coffee or eating too much sugar, this is deeper, im not jittery but i feel like im strong enough to move a mountain. I had my first real normal workout since i started pissing blood a month ago and i worked my legs until it felt like they were going to tear themselves apart but i feel like and i want to go harder. I have to keep myself from doing so because i can't do much with a torn quad. Ive benched, done bicep curls, worked my abs, ive run with my dog and i still feel like i can do more.

What really creeps me out is the way things look. I see everything so....distortedly clear. It's like looking at the world through a pair of cheap 3-d glasses. Everything looks kinda spaced out. like the distance in depth between things is greater than it really is. It's just really fucking weird is all.