eternalpain75

I've come up with a game to play.
I don't know if it is against SG rules or not, if it is you don't have to play, or you can brake the rules with me

The game is: Send me a message telling me your real first name, and I will send you a message telling you mine. No last names please.

Disclaimer: This is...
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It's been getting harder to come up with things to write about lately. I don't write about my day very often, or work. I don't think a trip to the store justifies me talking about, unless it was being robbed at the time. I'm a privite person, I guess i'm useing this blog at times to actually feel like i'm still part of this world...
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The river i'm bound to be found in
A rope chosen, bound for the hang
When i'm blind and I think I see everything
Convincing myself again

This god that I worship
This demon I blame
Conspire as one, exactly the same
It's exactly the same

Descending

I've been trasferring all my old info off my old computer, and putting my entire music collection on the new one....a HUGE undertaking.
Its good that I have something to do with my spare time, because my mind is running in overdrive lately. The voices in my head are tring to kill me, but we really only feel alive the closer to death we get,...
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I just got my new computer.

Took me most of the day to get it up and running. The morons didn't instull my graphics card right, so I had to do it. Seems to be working well now, really well, so i'll stop bitching

I had off work today, because of the hurricane (tropicical storm actually) being right on my doorstep. It wasen't bad at...
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Hippies try to save the world, but all they really do is smoke pot and smell bad.

Words of wisdom from Cartman.

I've been reading about Nihilism. Pretty interesting subject, even if it is for nothing, about nothing

An ex-girlfriend of mine gave me a CD from a band called Simon Says. They only put out two albums befor they broke up. Their first one sucks but the album Shut Your Breath is really good. Basiclly hard rock songs about relationships, that don't come off sounding all...
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Blah, blah, blah, fucking, blah, blah, blaah, blah, blah ....and thats all I have to say about that.

^^ that is the mood i've been in for the past few days. Someone wake me up from this daydream.

Update ( i'm glad I can update my own blog again....but still hate the word blog )
I ordered some new CD's that should bring me out...
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I ordered my new computer. I wolen't get into geeky details, but it should do everything I want it to. I'm also looking at ipods, I have never had one, and as much as I listen to music its about time. I've been reading some bad reviews about ipods, so anyone who has one feel free to tell me what you think of yours. 30...
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My step niece is down from Pittsburgh with her new boyfriend. She and I went out during the vampire hours the other night (everyone else fell asleep by the time I got off work). We where going to have some drinks, but she forgot her ID, and we didn't feel like going back for it. We ended up walking around Broadway at the beach, and...
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