Just got back from Sin City. That town is great, my four days there are still a blur. Over-indulgence in every way
I'm really spoiled now, I could smoke everywhere while i was there....and did. My layover was in ATL on the way back. They only have two gates where you can smoke...one room with with no ventilation and thirty people smoking...all hudeled in this... Read More
I haven't updated in awhile. Just been sinking deeper and deeper into myself and the abyss.....anyway.
Suicide girl Lennon did a show here in Myrtle Beach. I had never heard her music befor, she is very talented and beautiful. I would have had a better night except i found out that more fake fucking friends had infiltrated my life. 98% of humanity fucking sucks
Such a fine line between love and pain
Walk the tight rope again
Can't ever clear you out of my head
I'm alive inside you
And i die inside
Remembering everything you have said
One look at you and i fall back in
We say what we don't mean
None of it matters in the end
Strands of fate twist and splinter
Like snowflakes in... Read More
Christmas is over...was a nice little brake from the everyday bullshit but glad its over.
The subject of todays rant: Duality and its possible effects on humans future evolution (fuck you G.W. Bush wrap your pea sized brain around this one, dont worrie i know you can't read and comprehension mite be asking to much. Not like he or anyone else read my stupid SG... Read More
My step-niece is visiting for the holidays from Pittsburgh. I've known this girl since she was in dipers and she will be turning 20 the end of the month
What is really fucking cool is she has turn into the black sheep of her family like i'm the black sheep of mine. She has a couple tattoos now and three piercings. Her Dad hates Tattoos... Read More
Ok time for more of my fucked up philosophies and rants. I know your happy
Angelina Jolie has a tattoo in latin (roughly translated) What gives me life (or makes me feel alive) also destroys me.
For me what makes me feel more alive than anything is a woman. More importantly a woman i'm in love with. I'm not a male whore and never have... Read More
The way i see it there are three ultimate truths in this world. three guaranties that unify us as humans.
Pain, Suffering, and Death
It dosent matter how much money you have/make/born into/or inherit. It dosent matter the color of your skin/your nationality/or religion. It dosent matter if your young or old/male or female.
Some people mite think those three things are negative.... They mite... Read More
your neat. Thanks for the e-mail. As much as I complain about Juan don't let that give you the impression that's it's all bad. I have a tendency to emphasize the negative and never praise the positive (as most people do.)
They say (they say alot dont they)
What dosent kill you only makes you stronger
I have been through some difficult times in my life as i'm sure we all have. Not saying that my trials and burdens are any more or less than anyone elses. Do I feel stronger having gone through the things i have ? In some ways i do, i have... Read More