eternalpain75

I haven't been in the best of moods lately. Thats putting it really lightly, actually I'm a walking hydrogen bomb. My contents are super heated, under pressure, and very unstable, liable to explode at any given moment. I can put my finger on the cause, but it dosen't help.

Rant/
I'm sick of this mediocre existence. I sick of hearing "you just have to take it one day at a time", Fuck you!!. The past is meaningless, my present sucks, and the future I have I don't want. If I choked on my own blood and vomit in the middle of the night I don't think I could be happier, at least it would be something new. I need an new adventure and someone to share it with. Is it any wonder that i'm alone though ? Doubtful. Fuck it, like I give a shit. Their is another line I love "You are really angry, you need to get laid"....Not as an offer mind you.... thanks for that captain obvious now go away befor I rip your fucking throat out. /end rant, for now at least....i'm sick of hearing myself talk/type