Some poems i have written: Some good, some bad, some just plain sad...i'm turning into Dr. Suse here. I write when i'm depressed or mad (safe outlets) these are more of the depressing ones...broken hearted Valentines day feel.
The love we once had has died and rotted away.
Your ghost still huants me every minute of everyday.
I posses the knowledge of how to banish the spirit.
But it has found a home inside the Icy, shattered, resess of my heart - listen close can you hear it.
A love perfect in its conception has come full circle.
And is now perfect in its hollow demise.
This specter of you runs free and wild in the endless abyss inside of me.
Dead, cold, hopeless, and broken will i ever be free?
Or do i even want to be?
Are you happy?
Ripping and tearing me.
Wounds that always bleed.
Trusted a woman with a voice so sweet.
Trapped in a cold dark place where no one gos.
The keys is gone, where it lies, no one knows.
Only my one true love can set me free.
But my anger and coveting pushed her away from me.
So here i stay with pain, shame, and regret.
Wanting only to forgive and to forget.
Stuck in my cage because i was afraid to comit, afraid to submit, afraid to try.
Here in my four walled prison i wither and slowly die.
The passing of time down to a crawl.
If i could start it all again i would choose to not judge, not control, not to lose it all.
But i'm waiding in...up to my eyes in a dream.
Of a happier place for you and of a better me.
There is a endless void inside of me.
Its deeper than the ocean, deeper than the sea.
An infainate abyss that no one has ever seen.
The pain, the sorrow, the shadows.
Will i ever be free.
Keep running your mouth but never saying a thing.
Ignorence breeds stupidity and your the king.
And in this bed i die, and die, and die againe.
Cant erase the vision of you from my head.
Give every part of myself to make you love me.
But you love another more than me.
I hold your hand and he holds your heart.
The thought that rips me apart.
To have never been loved from the start.
Dawn to cleanse a old day of sin away.
To make new for a new day.
To bathe like a God, To see things a different way.
Makes new for a new day.
And still after all this time.
Seeing life through the same old eyes.
A new day ends the same way.
Regrets not left behind.
Your betrayal, My revenge
Your lies, My hate
Your cold apathy, My burning rage
Your happiness - your life, for me - to be dead inside
Run mother fucker and try to hide.
what i want, eye for an eye.
Now nothing left to lose.
Nobody can stop me, i'm crashing through.
My vengeance is born and its all for you !!
Happy VD to all and to all a good night.
The love we once had has died and rotted away.
Your ghost still huants me every minute of everyday.
I posses the knowledge of how to banish the spirit.
But it has found a home inside the Icy, shattered, resess of my heart - listen close can you hear it.
A love perfect in its conception has come full circle.
And is now perfect in its hollow demise.
This specter of you runs free and wild in the endless abyss inside of me.
Dead, cold, hopeless, and broken will i ever be free?
Or do i even want to be?
Are you happy?
Ripping and tearing me.
Wounds that always bleed.
Trusted a woman with a voice so sweet.
Trapped in a cold dark place where no one gos.
The keys is gone, where it lies, no one knows.
Only my one true love can set me free.
But my anger and coveting pushed her away from me.
So here i stay with pain, shame, and regret.
Wanting only to forgive and to forget.
Stuck in my cage because i was afraid to comit, afraid to submit, afraid to try.
Here in my four walled prison i wither and slowly die.
The passing of time down to a crawl.
If i could start it all again i would choose to not judge, not control, not to lose it all.
But i'm waiding in...up to my eyes in a dream.
Of a happier place for you and of a better me.
There is a endless void inside of me.
Its deeper than the ocean, deeper than the sea.
An infainate abyss that no one has ever seen.
The pain, the sorrow, the shadows.
Will i ever be free.
Keep running your mouth but never saying a thing.
Ignorence breeds stupidity and your the king.
And in this bed i die, and die, and die againe.
Cant erase the vision of you from my head.
Give every part of myself to make you love me.
But you love another more than me.
I hold your hand and he holds your heart.
The thought that rips me apart.
To have never been loved from the start.
Dawn to cleanse a old day of sin away.
To make new for a new day.
To bathe like a God, To see things a different way.
Makes new for a new day.
And still after all this time.
Seeing life through the same old eyes.
A new day ends the same way.
Regrets not left behind.
Your betrayal, My revenge
Your lies, My hate
Your cold apathy, My burning rage
Your happiness - your life, for me - to be dead inside
Run mother fucker and try to hide.
what i want, eye for an eye.
Now nothing left to lose.
Nobody can stop me, i'm crashing through.
My vengeance is born and its all for you !!
Happy VD to all and to all a good night.