Ok time for more of my fucked up philosophies and rants. I know your happy
Angelina Jolie has a tattoo in latin (roughly translated) What gives me life (or makes me feel alive) also destroys me.
For me what makes me feel more alive than anything is a woman. More importantly a woman i'm in love with. I'm not a male whore and never have been. I dont think love should be about conquest. Deep down i'm a hopeless romantic but i'm very guarded with my feelings. When i find a woman i feel i can open up to she is my world and is very special to me. I have never cheated on any of my girlfriends, if you say you love someone and mean it why would you disrespect them like that. I have been honestly, truly, and totaly in love with every woman i have been with and for whatever reason none of them have worked out (I know i'm not alone but it still fucking sucks) and that brings us to the flip side to the coin.
The only thing in this world that can truly hurt me is a woman and only one i love. I have built my walls so high that nothing else effects me that deeply. I'm not afraid to die, dosent mean i want to but its out of my hands so why worrie about it. Brake-ups fucking kill me, I mourn like something has died. And truly it has....all my hope, faith, dreams, trust, and respect i had for this person is gone, dead and never to return and along with it part of myself...happens everytime.
But like a Pheonix i'm born agine from the ashs. Ready to embrace whatever may come. To face it with total honesty (and maybe a bit of anger, keeps me motivated and focused
)
Anyway i've spilled my guts enough for one night
Angelina Jolie has a tattoo in latin (roughly translated) What gives me life (or makes me feel alive) also destroys me.
For me what makes me feel more alive than anything is a woman. More importantly a woman i'm in love with. I'm not a male whore and never have been. I dont think love should be about conquest. Deep down i'm a hopeless romantic but i'm very guarded with my feelings. When i find a woman i feel i can open up to she is my world and is very special to me. I have never cheated on any of my girlfriends, if you say you love someone and mean it why would you disrespect them like that. I have been honestly, truly, and totaly in love with every woman i have been with and for whatever reason none of them have worked out (I know i'm not alone but it still fucking sucks) and that brings us to the flip side to the coin.
The only thing in this world that can truly hurt me is a woman and only one i love. I have built my walls so high that nothing else effects me that deeply. I'm not afraid to die, dosent mean i want to but its out of my hands so why worrie about it. Brake-ups fucking kill me, I mourn like something has died. And truly it has....all my hope, faith, dreams, trust, and respect i had for this person is gone, dead and never to return and along with it part of myself...happens everytime.
But like a Pheonix i'm born agine from the ashs. Ready to embrace whatever may come. To face it with total honesty (and maybe a bit of anger, keeps me motivated and focused
)
Anyway i've spilled my guts enough for one night
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