eternal_sigh

When i was a young boy I used to run through the field of daisies across the road from our farm. The dirt underneath my feet would become encrusted in my toenails and the sweet smell of nature overpowered my entire being. At that moment in time, I was the only person in the world. There was no pain or suffering. No wars. No death. Only the vigor of youth and the anticipation that the field would keep on going until I was so tired that I would drop and be embraced by the earth. The insects were of no matter to me, for we were one in the same. We all had the same mother and the same fate awaited us all. But at that moment my soul was united with the elements and we created a beautiful harmonic chorus of freedom and wonder. Wonder about what the future held. The future... so vast and limitless.
I could do no wrong.
I could be anyone.
I could do anything.
The world was my playground.

Fast forward 20 years later.

I now sit here in front of a computer screen. Morbidly obese and as ugly as a hunchback beaten with a steel pole. No girlfriend, no real job, no real education. I have my pants down around my ankles and I am masturbating to suicidegirls.com

Dreams
Come
True

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