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grrrrr... I know I heard all about it! Mine is safe at my parents house hanging out with their gnome! thanks heavens!

Thank you - good advice, as ever. In writing the journal entry I sorted things out and figured what I've got to do. The choices are essentially to stay and risk getting my heart destroyed for the chance of happiness, or to run away and minimize the chances of being hurt, taking happiness out of the equation in the process. It seems foolish to me to take happiness out of the equation.

Yeah, the heart has a way of coming back for more. Though in my experience it takes longer to repair every time it gets shattered. Like the pieces keep getting smaller and smaller, and the more there are the longer it takes to put it all back together again. Two and a half years to finally get close enough to consider strong feelings for someone else. We'll see how it all works out, as you said I'm not going to tie myself up in knots over it.

odi omnes