estelladarling

hmmm... i am feeling an overwhelming sense of disappointment in myself. i think because i let myself be optimistic... for once, and be romantic instead of cynical... and, then realism came crashing down and gave me a big ol' spanking! and, not the kind that makes me giggle.

hopefully i will get into a good law school, and i will run far far away from richmond. its not that i don't love richmond. i do. but i need to leave, at least for a little while. maybe i'll come back, i know i'll visit, but it would be sad if i was born and died in the same city, never really going anywhere...

right?



i don't know that i really wanna say "arrr," but pirates make me smile... and, i wanna smile.