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My thanksgiving was mostly boring. My grandparents tried to convert me and my sisters to Christianity again.. it annoys me because I know better then to let them influence me, but my sisters are young and impressionable. They always wait till my parents are not there which seems very rue and sneaky to me. They also told me that I should have kept my hair the color that god made it.. haha I love them and dont want to hurt there feelings so I never say anything mean back to them.. I just listen and laugh later.

Two weeks of school left and I have so much to do. Im pretty stressed out about it all. I was thinking of going to the school counseling center and getting tips for freaking out less.. because I keep having panic attacks over school and I really hate it. I put way to much pressure on myself and even the idea of not getting an A drives me insane.

I'm starting to do my christmas shopping, but I need more ideas still! hmm..

I hope everyone had a great thanksgiving!!! <3