esmee

Sorry work is a stress factor...I've worked for a couple real bastards before and the one thing I've discovered is that if it ever gets so bad that you absolutely dread the idea of going to work then it's not worth it - find another job. There is also your quality of life to consider.
Any word on "the crush"?

ya it was a good week but it could have been a lot better! all i know is this week has been so much worse that the other
xoxo

Does he live in Boca? Just checking

I was just wondering if you've heard of it. The only Esme (minus an "e") I've met was named after the title character. It's a short story in J.D. Salinger's 9 Stories. It's worth reading if you ever come across it.

I can tell by the picture that you are doing just fine babes

i have a pointless crush.
is there any other kind?

Miami made me kinda sad today, 'cause I realized that
I'm never going to come back there for anything ever again
I had lots of girlfriends there and lots of good memories
With my dad. It's been almost 4 yrs and I really miss my pops

Yeah the T movies aren't holding up well over time. I used to really like the first two - but when I've seen them recently they seem kinda stupid - maybe b/c "Ahnod" has become such a cardboard cutout. Go see love actually at the theatre if ya can - haveing a big crowd there really added to the experience - there was even applause at the end.

i was just kidding.

Hmmm, seems like you're missing the mark... one night stands rather than a weekly stand. Back up a bit, try a new approach - how about trying to pickup at your favorite Sunday brunch and work back from there. It's worth a shot, let us know how it works out.

Oh ya, let me know where the brunch is and I'll be sure to be your "dead ringer" just as a backup plan

Sorry you're feeling down. I could use a few dozen glasses of wine myself. bpd is right about working out. If I have something bothering me, I like to hop on my bike for an hour or two.

PS: I'm adding you to my friends list so I can remember to read your journal.

You should come over and bring your pot next time!
We can stare at my 'Warriors' poster and watch a silly movie!
Oh..and you can meet Spree too!

You can lose hours in this thing!

ewwwwwwwwww, i dated a guy with a really small thingee before... i dont know what the fuck i was thinking about!
WHAT WERE WE THINKING ABOUT!!!!!!!!!

nope, i've never been to burning man. its scheduled during a pretty busy time of year work-wise and although i enjoy the experience of being in the desert, at the end of it all i like returning to my apartment for a hot shower and a clean bed.

self love is important but how are you going to pull your own hair or smack your own juicy ass?

i should know, i've tried it and it doesn't quite have the desired effect

Did someone say orgasm?

don't get fooled into thinking that a lack of a profound vocabulary inhibits your creative abilities. as long as what you do has meaning for yourself and makes use of your values and experiences, to hell with what other people think.

i think that about 90% of what i write is shit but the only way to get to that good 10% is to dive in and wade through what stinks.

p.s. i tend not to add shallow and mundane people to my friends list

Based on what you wrote there, you don't seem shallow or mundane. When you think about the difference between a life of existential angst and boring middle class existence, that means something, even if you choose to live in such a manner some or all of the time. I think I should be engrossed in intellectual growth and exist on a higher plane than the rest of society, but most of the time I just sit my ass down and watch TV, knowing I should be doing something more meaningful. I can't say about you're writing though. You may suck.