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Thursday Dec 04, 2003

Dec 4, 2003
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Its been over 6 months since i've gotten laid.
hold on, i'll do the math here...its like 7 months now.
its really not good. all day my thoughts have featured the most delicious depravity and its driving me crazy, not that its anything new or a recent development but having no outlet is a (relatively) new one having decided that random fucking activities should be curtailed until further notice...or until someone pops up that doesn't really get on my nerves after a while, or vice versa.
anyway, today was bad. getting myself off in the bathroom was good though....i just wish i could find someone to have sex with on a regular basis.
my dating life has been terrible though, i'm looking more for a friends with benefits kind of arrangement i think. but maybe i'm happier being alone and sneaking off to the bathroom at odd times, maybe thats my thing. afterall i have turned down almost every guy since the spring...geez like, literally. pfft
i'm still not over my ex i guess. it took me, i think...since february to realize that.
lame...thank god for porn
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comet_____:
Yes, thank god for porn ooo aaa
and thank god for girls that masturbate!!kiss




Dec 4, 2003
johnnyfive:
i was just journal surfing and thought i'd drop in my two cents.
i always find that a change of season makes me yearn for the comfort of another. especially autumn and winter. it's snuggle weather and snuggling alone, or even with a super great pet, can sometimes be unfufilling.
then again, i've always thought it was up to a woman when it came to getting laid. most guys seems to be always trying so it just takes a willing mate.
regardless, i'd hate to see anyone lower thier standards for immediate carnal gratification; but then again, we all do it. whatever
but hey, good luck with it all!
smile
Dec 4, 2003

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