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Tuesday Nov 11, 2003

Nov 11, 2003
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today i feel shattered, fragmented and gasping for breath.
i was so hungover this morning my hands were shaking, trembling really for hours. i don't know why i felt so horrible...i only had one glass of wine...oops i mean bottle. and it was a small one too...

i have no weed and i'm finding passing the time at home alone almost insufferable. i think thats probably a good indication i shouldn't smoke but...i need something to take away this anxiety and misery or at least make me forget about being lonely and bored for a little bit. my skin is crawling and its uncomfortable. i sigh a lot.
i'm a barrel of fun.
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minty:
Sorry you're feeling down. I could use a few dozen glasses of wine myself. bpd is right about working out. If I have something bothering me, I like to hop on my bike for an hour or two.

PS: I'm adding you to my friends list so I can remember to read your journal. smile
Nov 11, 2003
throatneedle:
You should come over and bring your pot next time!
We can stare at my 'Warriors' poster and watch a silly movie!
Oh..and you can meet Spree too!
Nov 11, 2003

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