escapegoat

inside of brown eyes
i can forget about my red ones

when i grow up, i want to be an elitist cunt.

all these people wanting something from me....
all these freaks tryin to pin me down.....
all these lost souls lookin to be found....
all these "friends" chasin me 'round....

tell me waht is it.....
tell me what i got.....
tell me anything......
just dont tell me to tell you what it is......

find it,
find it for yourself,
find in your being,
find what it...
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"my nuts roasting for a Venetian choir,
young boys on their tippy toes,"

oh wait......i cant sing that song, i like girls

my deciphering of the icons

i think i just shit my drawers

i did just shit my drawers

i just shit in yer drawers

you just shit in my drawers

you wanna give a shot of Jaeger

you wanna give me a line of coke

you wanna gimme a bottle of jaeger and a bag of coke

you were joking

i dicked yer drink

you...
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great, i got a kink in my neck,
my low back is trying to freak out,
i could sleep for a couple more days,
and really, i dont feel like x-mas.

uhhhhhhhhhhhhh........i dont feel so good......just ate a "Grinder".......huge fucking burger with egg and ham and all.........i feel like hacking it back up......and maybe make some dog happy

the worst part of being mortal,is being mortal...........

so theyve moved the bantam roosters hospital bed into his living room.......so he can look out the window......be with the dog.....and suffer through his last days at home.....cancer has spread throughout his body.....bones,lungs,brain,etc.....he's been bleeding alot......thats what brought on the hospital visit......but now he's home........im going to see him today.......this is gunna hurt.....and im sure grandma will...
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and another day transpires,
the time passing for "city heart ah"

things arent looking very good for the "bantam rooster".........he is suffering greatly now........the "son of the bantam rooster" said "hes circling the drain"........
"CMON DAD......THATS YER FUCKING DAD!!!!".......
all i can wish for now, is that grandpa doesnt suffer......and that my old man get broken.......for his emotion to show up again