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things are good now
its good to feel
complexly and fully
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dont dream
dont wish
dont feel
pain is life
life is suffering
dying is reality
life is pain
i hurt
black_tar_heroin:
I WISH TIME COULD FOLD LIKE ORAGAMI I NEED TO HELP OUT MY YOUNGER SELF, AND MAYBE MY FUTURE SELF KNOWNS I NEED HELP, IT SUCKS... MAYBE THE MESSAGES AREN'T STRONG ENOUGHT YET
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soon im leaving
the horizons entice
what can i say
its been nice
i smile uncontrollably
theres a world out there
its all mine
and yours too
even young girls gothic underwear

black_tar_heroin:
we need a drum machine and we could skrew that mutha fucka up ...if you a rapper somehow atlanta and houston is a lot more fun
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may the truth be all that lies...........
heavyflo:
How are you doing? I miss reading your psychotic rants on the night shift.
whiskeyfightpit:
What is the story behind your profile picture? Please tell me!

I told too much truth the other day after some 252s. Wild Turkey and 151 Rum shots combined. Fuck it.
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if we only had unrestricted time,
together,
just time together,
the answers would crystalize.....
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black_tar_heroin:
WE COULD SHRINK IT AND SHOVE IT IN A SNOW GLOBE AND WRITE KEY WEST ON IT ....PLACE IT ON THE MANTLE AND PRAY TO GOD IT DOESNT SNAP BACK TO ITS ORIGINAL SIZE
black_tar_heroin:
you made it on the left....on the hook-up page.....sandwiched between two beasts
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the trials and errors of living......
learning......
love the cause.....
paths paved with wind blown sand...
blurred eyes see what they will.....
take a step...
right,wrong,or indifferent.....

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i feel like writing something meaningful,
but theres nothing there
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heavyflo:
They had to open him up to do a liver biopsy but Doc also ended up removing a big HUGE hunk of disgusting lard from his abdomen. That ended up being the reason his liver looked like it was shoved up into his ribs on his x-rays..FUNNNN.

Other than that he seems to be doing a bit better. His color is improving finally. He has ALOT more energy which makes it fun when trying to feed him via the feeding tube. He has to "eat" every 4 hours so I have been mixing kitty drugs and this knarly pureed crap to "inject" into my cat all weekend. He does seem to be better tho...I will find out for sure tomorrow when his blood panel and biopsy results get in.

*crosses fingers*
black_tar_heroin:
i talked on the phone today for about 6 hours... i was nice...o keep getting traps thrown at me.... for about 4 hours....

i let go an arguement.....

i hate winning at the shit i don't believe in .

if i believe in it..i am going to get fucked,

and meaningful.....i think we were born to late. we can improve on somethings and fuck up more things.....but breaking new ground is limited to speech

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full moons light...
yesterday not tonight......
something specials out there......
here i am...


part II

henk wiggles
mud hacks
stymie curls up
my teeth hurt

reality is never fantasy
and disappointments surreal
never took this class
time passing
xxanastasiaxx:
I bet I can pack faster then you...
heavyflo:
Sid is doing a bit better after his surgery. That sucks that you have an asthmatic kitty. I'll try and see what I can score.

Keep your fingers crossed for my guy..

miao!!