escapegoat

lovely.....
i think ive done a pretty good job of disappointing most everyone in my life....
and sometimes id even say myself.....
i need a break.....
let me find me.....
demons inside wont let me be...
do you know the way to be free...
without that darkness i wont be me...
lost the ideals....
pessimisms real....
forgot how to cry.....
too much to feel.....
im always here deep inside....
confused and dying......
im sure theres more to say...
but i should go to sleep....