escapegoat

disgusted with myself
pathetic
spineless
let them through the door
stollen nitrous
we exhaled brain cells together
with wisdom i ask them to leave
now i comfort my wounded nose
and abandoned cats
the child cries

tommorrow is a new day
i will attempt to walk a new path
eat,sleep,breath,stretch
maybe i can even get back to my dreams
love and passion
life
not the self destruction that im so good at

with my tail between my legs
ill go lay by my dish