escapegoat

looking to the sky
from a cozy hole
covered in plastic
they walk by looking in
do they know clausterphobia?
and if lightning strikes down
will it hit just right
will it free any of us
or will it strike us all down

in this world
its 70% skill
30% luck
its not what you know
its more who you know
its not how you act
its how you look
its not how you feel
its how you make them feel
they also say
that success is 90% being there
so i suppose
if you hide in the house,
youll never get stuck by lightning
a ship in the harbor is safe,
but is that what it was built to do?

as a good friend said recently
to live
is to suffer

i suppose im living

god damn it
i want so much
and feel ill never get it all
i want it all
i want the world
i want serious racecar program together
i want a serious music program together
i want success to surround me and me friends
i want to be immortal
i want my home
i want my girl
i want my jr
i want i want
not too much
just enough of the above to make me smile
gimme gimme gimme!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
maybe there is no such thing
maybe im an empty
all consuming
descontent black pit
i like to think not
but then
soul disconnection sure
hyperacts it

oh well
friday night
part time
rock band
yeah
oh
and i get to see the guy how had mentioned that
he needed a vocalist for his hardcore band
and a friend referred me
could be interesting
loud,fast,destroy
20 min sets
hit hard
could be fun


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baby is goin away
time brings answer
i hope this downer brings sleep
like a true idiot
the punishment continues
two lives
one corpse
half a soul
get the stretcher
i think we can fit more in there
fuck
i think im starting to feel love again
lemme reinforce the...i think
when its all said and done
the truths will rise
lets hope we enjoy it when it arrives
and that the blive fast
die young
thats been echoeing
since 16
is just somebody elses words