ersammmy1

Always try to break me down
Feelings now have no feeling
He tore them all away
Laughing at the misery
That he left me in his wake
There was a day I could remember
The feelings I once did feel
The blackness filled void
All that's left and all that's real

There was a day I once could feel
And these tears did not fall
Fighting begets fighting
The building of this wall
I hide behind the fear you gave me
The blackness of it all

This rage I feel inside
The pain builds up inspired
Caged dogs in heat can smell the meat
Saved energy for the fire
I'm saving the siege
I save it all for you
I'm saving this thorn inside
So you can feel it too

Pent up pain fuels insane
Feelings returned to the giver
Could you hear my cries?
Throughout the night
Did you care that I was dying?
This thorn in my side
I can't take the feeling
And now I'm here don't forget
To return to you the bleeding

Now it's done
My pain set free
A death to this feeling
I could have done what you did
Return all that you did to me
But in my cage I turned the rage
Into forgiving
My leash torn free
Now I walk away
And you're on your knees
Your age tore away your strength
And now you need me