eroticgeek

Geez! I haven't written in forever. I apologize. Life has been crazy. I have been staying away from home as much as possible. It is just nuts here. It is my home too! I pay for everything and my parents live with me. Yes, you heard me correctly. They live with me. I do not live with them. They do not contribute though, nor do they appreciate anything I do. Not to mention I get neglected in a lot of ways. I am not here to complain though. The point is, I have been running. Running so fast, in fact, I haven't had time to stop and write a proper blog. School has suffered. My health has suffered. I am wilting like a flower. I am down to my last petal. I however, I am determined not to let them win this time. I am leaving. I am going to move ASAP! I transferred all my necessary paperwork to the appropriate places and within the month, Pezmaster, and I should be out on our own TOGETHER. It isn't they way we wanted or how, but life gives you lemons and you make lemonade. At least that is new motto. I have to just make it that long. I have even contemplated suicide over all this. It is so bad. Once again, I am not going to complain or go into detail. I just need to ignore, breathe, and worry about myself and those I do love, not those who do not care for me. I have learned a lot about life in the past few months. Sadly, not in a good way either. I have found romantic love, but as far as a family, I have none, except for a brother and a niece. My friends, well. That is a different story. I have those that are questionable but I am certain of Pezmaster. He is my lover and my best friend. We will do this together. Other than that I just have to keep myself sane. Avoid the drama, the arguments, the comments, all that is killing the fire that makes me burn alive as a person. I will do this. I do not need them. Although they are convinced that I do. I will show them. My feet or legs may be technically broken and I use that term loosely, but it will never stop me from standing on my own two feet!