eroticgeek

So things in my life have been pretty chaotic lately.For starters, I started graduate school. I am pursuing a Masters degree in Distance Learning Education. I want to be an online professor someday. They make good money and it would allow me to work from home and I would enjoy it as well. So if all goes according to plan, I will graduate in a little over a year. *crosses fingers* In other news, I am currently trying to move into my own place. I have been looking for a place for about three weeks or so. This process is proving to be very overwhelming. My parents are being absolutely no help at all. The whole story is complicated actually. You see, I have supported my entire family since I was 16 years old. I pay for everything. Yes, that means everything. Perhaps even things that I shouldn't. Sometimes I even go without things just so others can have them. On top of that I do not get treated with any respect knowing that I sacrifice so much for everyone else around me. I would even go as far to say I get emotional abused. I often refer to myself as a "tool." Sad, I know. So it is time for me to remove myself from the situation. I just entered a new relationship and that is absolutely perfect. I love him and I know the feelings are mutual. He is trying his best to help me escape this so called "hell." I have great friends as well. So it is not like I am alone on this. It is just hard. I want out now and it just isn't happening fast enough. I keep telling myself, "Patience is a virtue." Sometimes it just isn't that easy. Especially when you are miserable. Don't get me wrong though, I am not completely miserable. As I said before, there are parts of my life that are perfect. Just not all of it. In time things will improve I am sure. I will be sure to keep everyone updated.