erny

ive never been apart of the in crowd.

ive never been what most consider "popular".

everything i do i do because it works for me!

what works for me may not work for others.

i have princples.

i was the first one at the after of a show to kick a guys ass for trying to rape a drunk chick.

i was a knight in shinning armor to so many young women (even though none of them would do the same for me)

i was hated.

i was fucked with constantly.

i was the one who made you think i didnt care.

does this mean you must use ridicule and childish antics to heckle me?

no it certianly does not.



im the kind of girl that plays video games all night and into the wee hours of the morning by myself.

im the kind of girl that can party.

but would rather just sit on my ass instead of subject myself to other peoples drama.

im the kind of girl that went to college just to get away from mommy and daddy.

im the kind of girl that chain smokes and goes through 2 packs of Reds in one day.

im the kind of girl that drinks alone.

im the kind of girl that drinks, smokes and listens to really shitty 90's club music alone.

i am not one who has ever been what you would call "popular".

i was never the "cool" one in school.

i was the slut.

i was the girl that got that name for sleeping with every "popular" guys girlfriend.

even though all they wanted was to fuck the weird chick.

people used to take bets on when i'd kill myself.

i was the girl that sat alone at the lunch table.

i was miserable.

becuase every day i was reminded that i would never and could never be "cool"




but now i look back.

and all those weak people that hated me.

and all those weak people that picked on me for having curly hair or being pretty etc.

those are the people that now wonder what happened.

why am i out of that shithole of a town?

why have done so well for myself?

why am i happy now?


BECAUSE EVERY ONE OF YOU!

becuase you all were my fuel to proove you wrong.

to make you eat your words.








eat it up baby dolls. eat.. it... up...