what a rocky ride...
ever been ready to get defensive only to realize you don't have a damn leg to stand on? you just have to sit there and take blow after blow. okay, all of you perfect people haven't been through this, but i basically needed to have my head surgically removed from my ass.
wise up sucker...
i don't know what has been up with me in the last year or so. i regressed to this petulant teenage twit. don't bother telling me i'm being to hard on myself, if anything i should have had my butt kicked years ago. anyway, here's hoping i can get my shit together and prove that i actually care about the man. i am going to be a sucker and read "emotional intelligence" cause i need all the help i can get.
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I am so very sorry. I feel 100% responsible.
I hope everything is okay, and please accept my apologies for being a nosey bastard in the first place.
As far as this goes, nothing is going to happen. I don't know much. but I know I'm no homewrecker. Even if the guy was a jerk, I don't think I could make a move on the wife of another man...of course, who knows, really...but in this situation, at least, I think I'll just settle for a secret crush.
I just needed to vent my frustrations, and perhaps play up my own ego for a moment. Becuase I'm so very attracted to her, and because it seems like my ability to meet the right girl is nonexistant, so I'm currently in the state of fighting the oncoming bitterness.
Anways...again, I'm truly sorry for what happened, and I hope you're able to work things out. Goodness...I feel like shit...