So I have no idea how certification went because everything and anything went wrong right before I was set to start there was a local outage and I couldn't get online after that I was denied access into the chatroom I had to go on and had to go to live chat and when I was finally told to go on my whole system crapped...
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ricos:
Wow, sorry to hear about your Mom's friend and that she's (your Mom) taking it hard (understandable). I know what you mean about about people going through stuff like that having great attitudes and it making you feel petty about your own problems but don't be hard on yourself. Depression (well I don't claim to know you but say for example) is tough becuase you don't really know what to fight or what to be upset with, it's kinda everything and nothing at the same time. It's frustrating. Don't be to hard on yourself. I know a test seems like a dumb thing to worry about now but hopefully you will do well. I'm sure it seems not important now (understandably again) but it will at some point. I hope things work out for your Mom's friend and for your Mom too. Good luck and hang in there.
Thanks again everyone! I promise Im not always depressed and dark! I talked to my aunt and she gave me a number to call so I am going to see if I might be able to get onto medicaid and then get the help I need. I am determined to get better and change my life. Thanks so much everyone really!
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grayness:
Take care, and be well.
*hugs*
*hugs*
liv:
Glad u could get some help and also have access to some meds...ive been quite against until i found out when u really need them they make their work.
Like now think im against medicate everyone anyone for any lil' thing but seriously meds are done for people who need them... and im so glad i had resisted the side first effects from the fucking 3 first weeks cause now i can work better into some kind of recovery or being at least more awake about things i was totally outta of control...
im glad u can go back to the work of the great work of our lives: get better
xoxoxox
Like now think im against medicate everyone anyone for any lil' thing but seriously meds are done for people who need them... and im so glad i had resisted the side first effects from the fucking 3 first weeks cause now i can work better into some kind of recovery or being at least more awake about things i was totally outta of control...
im glad u can go back to the work of the great work of our lives: get better
xoxoxox
Hi Guys,
thanks again for the kindness Im sorry I havent been around, I have just been training but today has to be one of the worst days I have ever had. I know things have been bad but I guess I just ignored it, Me and Chris are almost homeless and it is my fault. I really thought I was making progress but I...
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thanks again for the kindness Im sorry I havent been around, I have just been training but today has to be one of the worst days I have ever had. I know things have been bad but I guess I just ignored it, Me and Chris are almost homeless and it is my fault. I really thought I was making progress but I...
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hugodwarf:
Well I've actually had a work around from Sleep Apnea for 2 years. I probably had been dealing with it for 20 years and not known it. Works work, glad to have a job but it's not as much fun as it was last year. Getting a bit tired of traveling. Otherwise, things are doing well.
liv:
hey u are again IN 
Thanks guys for the ice packs, hugs and insulated walls! Ill write more tomorrow. I hope everyone is having a good night.
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propernoun:
Hmmmm. It's been a week since we saw you; ...hope things have been looking up.
oxy:
More hugs for you
*Pounds head against wall*
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liv:
*hugs*
grayness:
I hope things are improving in erinachanland. And still for the very soft walls.
The weekend is over so time for a new post! I need money Im sick of being poor! Disney will start in a couple but seriously 8 bucks an hour isnt really much money either. It sucks to have this overwhelming need to be creative and tell the man to fuck off with damn 9-5 jobs it leaves you in a very financially vulnerable position...
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hawksley:
It's one of my favorite boxcar racer songs!
I think that all of my favorite music was given to me on a mix by someone that changed my life.
eh... good luck with money/jobs... i hate being poor too!
happy st. patty's day! I hope you get lucky
I think that all of my favorite music was given to me on a mix by someone that changed my life.
eh... good luck with money/jobs... i hate being poor too!
happy st. patty's day! I hope you get lucky
haushinka:
Are you going to be working in Disney World?
Thanks you guys for the kind words! Its true sleeping the pain away is sometimes the best remedy. Much better today, sorry for the weirdness last night.
Today I think I will share one of my favorite classic Strongbad Emails"Death Metal"
Today I think I will share one of my favorite classic Strongbad Emails"Death Metal"
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propernoun:
Ack. Your overwhelming and seemingly genuine niceness will certainly take the fun out of it. But I'll give it a go just the same. Speaking of the person above you threads, I was both weirded out and a little frustrated to discover a long forgotten (to me) thread of mine, "Would the person above you have sex with you?", has not only been active since 2005 but is now over 650 pages long...
Anyway. Strongbad. I'm not ashamed to admit that I have incorporated phrases from Teen Girl Squad into conversation for a number of years now. Just last week I verified plans for a meeting with "I'll be there like shareware." and I call people "Tompkins" when they disappoint me.
Anyway. Strongbad. I'm not ashamed to admit that I have incorporated phrases from Teen Girl Squad into conversation for a number of years now. Just last week I verified plans for a meeting with "I'll be there like shareware." and I call people "Tompkins" when they disappoint me.
ricos:
thanks, that's nice of you to say. I was just using it as an occaison to rail against the absurdity of it (life in general) sometimes. I searching for something to give a shit about because the stuff that seems to work for other people either don't work for me or are unattainable. eh, it's cool though.
Ok so today I am going to advertise my fiance's simulcaraRT profile so he will make new friends, since he is too much of a jerkmonster to make the first move! Everyone should friend him cause hes awesome and fun to talk to but too much of a lazy butt to make the initial effort! 
Thank you!!!
Also I used to listen to this singler...
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Thank you!!!
Also I used to listen to this singler...
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mildots:
She's not bad at all. I dig it.
simulcarart:
such an instigator!! Keeping up with the daily awesomeness, and never give up!
So I came across an old leather purse today that was beyond beat up and I knew I could never sell but then I thought about it. Whats if I cut up the bag and used the leather to make jewelry or something? Now Im all excited!
Today Ill do a video of my personal hero Olivia Munn, i want to be just like her...
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Today Ill do a video of my personal hero Olivia Munn, i want to be just like her...
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whatswrong:
snatchington----awesome---
Okay so today I start really working out! I hate thr gym but it must be done! Wish me luck!
My awesome video for today, I love Anna!
My awesome video for today, I love Anna!
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c_iggy:
Spring Break starts at the end of month. I'm sure I can last without burning out. lol
But yeah... hmmm... favest band??? Asian Kung Fu Generation, although Base Ball Bear and Last Alliance are pretty close up there too.
Never heard Tokyo Jihen, I'll check them out
Good luck working out! It's all about loving the burn.
My sensei used to say that.
When it starts burning is when you are really getting a work out, so love the burn! lol
But yeah... hmmm... favest band??? Asian Kung Fu Generation, although Base Ball Bear and Last Alliance are pretty close up there too.
Never heard Tokyo Jihen, I'll check them out
Good luck working out! It's all about loving the burn.
My sensei used to say that.
When it starts burning is when you are really getting a work out, so love the burn! lol
shaggyvixe:
I just started back at the gym myself. Good luck with it...its rough starting.