I hate you. depression in and out, bad stuff. good god. drugs, who knows. not me. I don't care. nice tits. bad vibe. don't look at me! storm and her balls. wednesday, at dantes. i love you. i'm fucked up. yeah yeah i know, i'm not that bad. i'm ugly awkward, difficult and delusional today. not too smart. kidding myself, actually. there's better ways to be, i guess.
dante's was a mess on my part. nothing went right, nothing happened good. bought 2 new cd's and left them behind. got wasted and forgot everything. messed up my act, i don't think i want to do it again. i don't want to feel like this again, that's for sure. i just want to find something i do well, and then do it. it's so difficult to be this age and responsible for the rest of my life. i can understand how some slip into the hazy ways of addiction, when there's nothing else to bother with except listening to your brain tell you things you never knew....
this is the time to decide your path for the future. instant gratification, or certain tedium. what kind of pessimist am i.
dante's was a mess on my part. nothing went right, nothing happened good. bought 2 new cd's and left them behind. got wasted and forgot everything. messed up my act, i don't think i want to do it again. i don't want to feel like this again, that's for sure. i just want to find something i do well, and then do it. it's so difficult to be this age and responsible for the rest of my life. i can understand how some slip into the hazy ways of addiction, when there's nothing else to bother with except listening to your brain tell you things you never knew....
this is the time to decide your path for the future. instant gratification, or certain tedium. what kind of pessimist am i.
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zanarki:
Yeah last night was kinda weird... and I drank WAY too much. I hope I didnt make a complete ass out of myself. I think Mia hates me.. she definitely didnt like me wipen my Hef lemon on her. doh! That band was cool though! And sushi was good too! Ive definitely had an off week. But hey itll be better next week right? And I promise not to drink too much... and Ill let you kick my ass at pool again ;-)
kentavos:
Ahh don't feel so bad. Everyone has a bad day every-now and then. I haven't been to Dantes in quite a while now...I'm sure it wasn't at all that bad. Cheer up and stay away from the people who talk to themselve on MAX! 8-)