erikduhhh

what was the gesture?
You don't need someone special, i know you think it is what you need.

But maybe you need to be alone with yourself, spend sometime alone.
Re-get to know yourself again. Fall in love with yourself.
When shit went wrong for me and my heart ached so bad i thought i was going to die, time is the only thing that helped.
I know it sucks and gets lonely.... but you are most important and you cant be happy with someone until you are happy with yourself.

You are a lovely gal and a talented one at that, i think you need to find inspiration with'n yourself and stop searching for it in other places.

I am not you, so i cant really tell you what to do but i do know that lots of people used to tell me this when i felt the same way as you, and i never listened, but then finally one day, i did hear it and i did it.
I was so pissed at myself for being so blind to see what i really needed to do, i wished over and over i would have listened and tried sooner.
So much time waisted, and i felt better and better each day.

I am so happy, and now i can move on and i don't need anything but my camera.

You should get a pet to keep you company.... get a cute kitty to tell all your secrets too.
they are nice to hold at night to when you are lonely.