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erikawithak

los angeles

Member Since 2004

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Monday Jun 14, 2004

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wow,
the guy i wasn't even seeing broke it off in an e-mail. i don't understand why i'm so sad over it.

on the other hand the new week is starting and it cant get worse then the last one. so time to dump the stupid attitude and discover the pleasures of being happy again.

my sister said i should just go to my parents for a bit, in order to de-stress and get away from my own bitterness. apparently i had been coming off as really bitter because of the shit that has happened while i've been living on my own.
ex-boyfriend used me as a punching bag, had to get a restraining order, court, etc. met a guy who was a liar and complete jerk, who gave me drugs when he couldnt give me attention. tried to quit the heavy drugs, still trying to get my life together. then the people who i thought were my friends just weren't worth my time.

agh! i'm determined to leave that all in my past while still dealing with it in some sort of mature healthy manner. life is not that bad, i could have been given worst things to deal with. i love my family and i love my good friends.

plus my bed is still comfy so i'm going to just crawl in and start over tomorrow.

you guys are still cool kiss kiss thanks for listening to me vent.
hope your week goes well kiss
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
rendo:
oh yeah oh you, the comments on my page definitely weren't headed for your direction. you're good people.
Jun 15, 2004
germ13:
Remember that we still love you and you'll be fine kiss You shouldn't have got a restaining order, you should have told me and I could have him disapeared for you. wink
Jun 15, 2004

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