erikawithak

i feel better now,
i went to the UCLA film festival with my roommate to watch the movie that he is in. He looks so good onscreen, i'm so proud of him. His birthday was yesterday, i gave him some viagra so that he may use it with his boyfriend.

i asked my ex-roommate why she was acting all weird around me, and she said it was because her other friend doesn't want to hang out with me anymore she feels uncomfortable. all this because i barely started talking to some guy, that she hooked up with a few years back.

the reason why i'm so angry about this is the fact that this is the same girl who started messing around with the guy i was going out with, while i was still seeing him! a guy i actually cared about. so while my roommate is telling me this i just wanted to say, "she was the one who started fucking around with the guy i was with!" but i didnt.
then i wanted to say, "hey, why isn't she mad at the fact that you messed around with the guy that she is seeing, maybe it's because you haven't told her?" but i didnt. the weird thing we were still cool after that whole thing happened, because i thought it would be a waste of my time to stay angry at her, over some stupid guy.
so because they've been friends since high school, they all decide that i can't hang out with them. and they said "well if you want to hang out you have to make sure that she isnt with us" so now i feel like the kid who gets left out in elementary school.
whatever Fuck them for acting like we are still in high school and fuck me for wasting my time getting upset over it. there are better people out there.

ok i'm done i feel better now, who wants to go out?