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so mentally exhausted.. how much more am i expected to take of this motherfucking stress.. i want to throw in the towell. but i wont.. i cant... but at what cost..
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erikamarie:
i have been able to express my creative side to keep my mind busy, and to just occupy myself, by drawing, and painting, and writing letters to my husband.
yet i feel the need to just stop, drop everything, and relax, but i fear my mind will start racing if i do, so i keep myself busy.
Im trying very hard to not let myself get too depressed or lonely, because i already feel an emense amount of depression, lonelyness, from missing my husband so much.
if i could explane my situation more i woud, but i cannot for the lawyers sake,
i got a tattoo in his honor, for my lifelong dedication to him, almost with a hope in the back of my mind that hed come home sooner. but i know a tattoo cant do that.
i know he will be out soon, and we can continue living our lives together, and have children. that knowlege keeps him and i going
a terrible circle im running in, but what can one do.
hopefully my extreem amount of stress will end eventually, once my husbands outa the clinger.
erikamarie:
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WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU EXPECT FROM ME?
If you judge me before you talk to me, i already know were not going to get along
if you put words in my mouth, i already will look down upon you
Go ahead, act like you know me, you not motherfucking worth my god damn time
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shit day,
wish i could win some money right about now,,
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i used to belive all people were good hearted, i was wrong.
scratamus:
Welcome to my world hun frown What a kick in the teeth it was when I learned this fact.
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You dont know me, and if you guess the type of person I am, your probably wrong
mhef:
Your eyes are the windows
to ,,,,,,you.......mhef