goddammit
being insane isn't as fun as you'd think....
being insane isn't as fun as you'd think....
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2 1/2 hours on the phone last night with the friend.
I think that after everything that happened, our bond is even stronger now.
I think that after everything that happened, our bond is even stronger now.
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rascuache_:
good!
mckayla:
it went well, I'm still waiting to see the pics. i'm excited!
so-called "friends" fucking suck
OK, details
a person I trust(ed) more than just about anyone took what I told her in an extremely rare moment of self confidence, and used it against me in a particularly heartless way.
OK, details
a person I trust(ed) more than just about anyone took what I told her in an extremely rare moment of self confidence, and used it against me in a particularly heartless way.
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scotty:
I'm pretty sure that's what Hitler looked like as a baby.
saita:
ey dear,thanks for u lovely comment
First day on the new job.
It wasn't bad.
It wasn't bad.
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atlea:
congrats!
tweedle:
good, I'm glad to hear!! ^__^
Soooo, here's the update on my stupid heart, with some background.
About 8 months ago, I went to the dentist for a simple check-up. They ran my Blood Pressure, and it came up at 178/128. REALLY REALLY HIGH.
Since then, I've been on increasingly higher levels of Lisinopril and HCTZ. Pretty much managing it.
until recently.
It's been spiking a lot. Normally, I'm in the...
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About 8 months ago, I went to the dentist for a simple check-up. They ran my Blood Pressure, and it came up at 178/128. REALLY REALLY HIGH.
Since then, I've been on increasingly higher levels of Lisinopril and HCTZ. Pretty much managing it.
until recently.
It's been spiking a lot. Normally, I'm in the...
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peck:
thank you 
comixbookgurl:
It actually worked out really well. I went by one store right after work before they closed and got some great great deals!!! ^_^
So, I got a job.
An incredibly shitty, commission only sales job, but I can't afford to be choosy.
eh
An incredibly shitty, commission only sales job, but I can't afford to be choosy.
eh
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issue_:
my job is basically commission only too....some days is good. some days is bad. regardless...it is a job.
lucifer:
I've been waiting for you to friend request me. Now I feel I'm finally special enough!!!! I'm so not being sarcastic, I just see you on all the boards I post on and was waiting... I've liked you for quite some time already! 
Why in hell is it so hard to get the help you need?
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jena:
Are you having trouble getting insurance regarding the therapy thang?
tweedle:
thanks for the add 
what kind of help you lookin' for??
what kind of help you lookin' for??
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fucking lovely... on top of everything else, my BP is skyrocketing. On meds, it's 143/97. I'm taking blood pressure medication and STILL have a dangerously high BP.
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Body Dysmorphic Disorder
Body dysmorphic disorder (BDD) (previously known as Dysmorphophobia and sometimes referred to as Body dysmorphia) (also known as "Dysmorphic syndrome," and "Dysmorphophobia") is a psychiatric disorder in which the affected person is...
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fucking lovely... on top of everything else, my BP is skyrocketing. On meds, it's 143/97. I'm taking blood pressure medication and STILL have a dangerously high BP.
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Body Dysmorphic Disorder
Body dysmorphic disorder (BDD) (previously known as Dysmorphophobia and sometimes referred to as Body dysmorphia) (also known as "Dysmorphic syndrome," and "Dysmorphophobia") is a psychiatric disorder in which the affected person is...
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casiopea:
mmmm....thanx for you comment, your sweet
enjoy your week
enjoy your week
rizzo:
I'm doing well, thanks.
oh sweet holy fuck
6 miles on the bike yesterday
2, 3 miles walking today and
3 miles on the bike today
too much
they say if it doesn't kill you it;ll make you stronger
i sure fuckin hope i survive long enough to find that out
6 miles on the bike yesterday
2, 3 miles walking today and
3 miles on the bike today
too much
they say if it doesn't kill you it;ll make you stronger
i sure fuckin hope i survive long enough to find that out
OK, let's try for some better news
I lost 5 more pounds since last week! That's damn near 50 pounds since I started trying to lose weight!
I'm about 205 now, and my goal is the 170-180 range.
I lost 5 more pounds since last week! That's damn near 50 pounds since I started trying to lose weight!
I'm about 205 now, and my goal is the 170-180 range.
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bob:
Muchas gracias for the love left on my new set! I really appreciate it. 
jena:
I know how it feels to hate being on "the friend" status.
However it's nice that you're working on losing weight...it's good to come up with new goals to distract yourself.
However it's nice that you're working on losing weight...it's good to come up with new goals to distract yourself.
Things are good thus far. I even have a freelance job tomorrow and I'm super excited since I could use all the cash I can get.
How's life over there?