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Friday Jun 12, 2009

Jun 12, 2009
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I just can't trust my feelings.

I love her. That's a given. I've told her that.

The question is how do I love her?

I've had a crush on her for quite a while now. Couple years, easily.

I think what I'm feeling is a romantic love. But I'm just not sure. I can't be.

Not with everything going on in my head.

Is it a chemically induced love I feel?

Is is it the various antidepressants leaving and entering my system making me think I feel something I don't?

Is it me trying to glom onto the slightest hint of a feeling, and trying to make it into something it's not?

Or is it actual, real love, one that I'm destined to miss out on because I can't tell the difference?
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
punkie:
love is a strange thing...if you think its love it probably is. just trust your heart. if you've liked her for that long its probably love!! awww smile
Jun 12, 2009
ladyaurale:
Or is it that you've loved her for a while, and the depression screwed with your emotions.
With the chemical imbalance righting itself from the medication you're finally able to feel what's been there all along.
Jun 12, 2009

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