Sunday will be my last chance to spend time with Karla. One of only four people to have a permanent place in my heart as a very best friend. She ships out a few days later.
And I fucking hate it.
She's been a rock, holding me down when my brain was trying to take me somewhere bad. She held my hand, was my moral support, when I got my nipples pierced. But more importantly than that, most importantly of all, she's one of my most trusted confidantes, one of my dearest friends, one of the best people it has been my honor to know in my 35 years of life.
In my heart, I know she'll always be a part of my life. I'll always have her as a friend. But my semi-rational brain wants me to believe otherwise.
In my fight against depression, this will be my toughest battle to date. Having someone so important to my life suddenly pulled out of it will be one hell of a challenge.
I know that I'm strong enough to get thru this, but it will not be easy.
Fuck.
I'm gonna miss the hell out of you, Karla.
And I fucking hate it.
She's been a rock, holding me down when my brain was trying to take me somewhere bad. She held my hand, was my moral support, when I got my nipples pierced. But more importantly than that, most importantly of all, she's one of my most trusted confidantes, one of my dearest friends, one of the best people it has been my honor to know in my 35 years of life.
In my heart, I know she'll always be a part of my life. I'll always have her as a friend. But my semi-rational brain wants me to believe otherwise.
In my fight against depression, this will be my toughest battle to date. Having someone so important to my life suddenly pulled out of it will be one hell of a challenge.
I know that I'm strong enough to get thru this, but it will not be easy.
Fuck.
I'm gonna miss the hell out of you, Karla.
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maryjay:
its hard when friends leave and when you leave your friends..I understand all to well...now I have none...
...hope you feel better soon and chin up darlin!
...hope you feel better soon and chin up darlin!
tweedle:
I'm sorry about your friend... I know how hard it is when people leave. But wherever she's going for whatever reason, gotta remember how important it is that you support her... because she would support you too. I hope you hold up okay, if you need anything or want to talk let me know