erich

Started Paxil today.

I hope to fucking GOD that it works.

I can not live like this anymore.

if it doesn't work, I don;t know what the hell I'll do...








the last time I was this bad, the only thing that kept me going was not being able to figure out how to make it look like an accident, so my insurance would pay out. Tonight, I figured out how to make it look like an accident. I'm kind of scared...