erich

I had a great day at work. Ended the training, started on the phones. Made a sale on my first call.

then I came home.

The girl I was going to walk the Bay to Breakers with can't do it. She's having marital problems, and is staying with her husband for an extra week to try counseling. Bad for both of us. Worse for her, because I know she still loves him.

Another girl, who I've been friends with for a long time, and I were planning on having me come out to visit her for a week in September. Happy naked times were going to happen. Tonight she informs me that she's officially a girlfriend now, so everything we've been talking about is off limits. Ain't gonna happen.

ANOTHER girl, who I've been shamelessly flirting with for a while now, let me know that while she likes me, she doesn't like me in that way.

And lastly, An old girlfriend and I were going to get together this weekend, maybe see if we could catch up on old times. I was led to believe that things would happen. First, she can't come because her daughter is sick.

THEN she sends me this text message (re-typed) 15 years is a long time... I can love you as a brother but my heart is twisted up with someone else... Just know that I will do what I can to be your friend


Basically, every plan I had to be with someone, friend or otherwise, has blown up in my face. I go from planning an amazing week to having absolutely nothing to look forward to. From having a lot to look forward to, to having very little. And that was all in about 2 hours.








It may not be a big deal for a lot of people, but in my little world it wasn't a good night.