ericdravyn

I'm not ready yet...

But I will be...

Have begun the process; the transformation...


Tired of sitting around waiting to...

Tired of pretending to be someone I'm not...

someone I'm not yet...

someone people think I am...

someone I can be when I need to be...

Going through the motions for people who need me to be all the people they think I am and I can be but I am not completely...

I'm not ready yet...

but I will be...

Tired of carrying around this pain in my chest that I keep off my face when in presence of people who need me to be all the people I have been in the past when I needed to be that person... break glass in case of emergency... that's me...

I'm not ready yet...
but I will be...

I haven't wanted to be, not sure I can maintain it even now; but I want to be that other guy, full time, for the first time in a long time...

"Once you have tasted flight,
you will forever walk the earth
with your eyes turned skyward,
for there you have been,
and there you will always long to return."

-Leonardo da Vinci-


I am not ready yet...

but I will be...