ericdravyn

HENRY Says:

"I am ready for whatever's coming. I expect nothing but to be let down or turned away. I am alone. Goddamn. The shit hurts sometimes, but I realize what I am, what I have become. The alien man waved his arms up and down and noticed that he couldn't wave in the right language so he stopped."

... that's how I have felt for a very long time...

"I believe that one defines oneself by reinvention. To not be like your parents. To not be like your friends. To be yourself. To cut yourself out of stone."

... this is what I've boiled it down to...

I have been both changing and being forced to change quite a bit lately... trying to stay available and tuned in.
I am the "Break Glass in Case of Emergency" guy... I am the first on the scene and the last to leave... expert hand-holder and brutal patient advocate...
It's the everyday and long run type stuff I have to learn how to do.

Working on it.

In the meantime, still wandering around the planet... mostly NYC and Brooklyn these days.
Off to Florida for a job in a week and a half... have trips to San Francisco, Denver, Boulder, and a few other places coming up... still feel more at home in hotel rooms and on the road than at "home".

"Not I - not anyone else, can travel that road for you, / You must travel it for yourself."
Walt Whitman




Time to go...