when your size two jeans are getting to be two inches too big in the waist.... i think thats when it's time to start worrying about whats wrong with your eating habbits.... or lack there of. 
i've lost 10 pounds in the past two weeks alone. from the usual size four, i'm now back down to my old size twos, that even still dont fit me right. i'm irritated, and im making myself sick. it all just hit me today.
dont get my wrong i'm not purposley starving myself, i've just been working so much that i completely forget i should be feeling myself.
took the day off today to go to the store and figure out how i'm going to work out this 70 hour work schedule and still maintain good health. if i end up eating one more double cheese burger from wendy's out of sheer desperation... i'm going to break down and cry. I really hate fast food.
I want to get back up to my size four, maybe even back to six. which is/was the perfect weight for me. being 5'9 and this thin just doesnt look right. feel like im about to snap into at any moment now.
but hey, when i was at the mall the other day some weird lady came up to me and told me i'd be perfect as a model..... i wanted to spit on her. model, and too skinny are both evil in my book.
off i go, gonna fatten myself up a bit. then go to the gym and try and get my damn muscles back.
xox
i've lost 10 pounds in the past two weeks alone. from the usual size four, i'm now back down to my old size twos, that even still dont fit me right. i'm irritated, and im making myself sick. it all just hit me today.
dont get my wrong i'm not purposley starving myself, i've just been working so much that i completely forget i should be feeling myself.
took the day off today to go to the store and figure out how i'm going to work out this 70 hour work schedule and still maintain good health. if i end up eating one more double cheese burger from wendy's out of sheer desperation... i'm going to break down and cry. I really hate fast food.
I want to get back up to my size four, maybe even back to six. which is/was the perfect weight for me. being 5'9 and this thin just doesnt look right. feel like im about to snap into at any moment now.
but hey, when i was at the mall the other day some weird lady came up to me and told me i'd be perfect as a model..... i wanted to spit on her. model, and too skinny are both evil in my book.
off i go, gonna fatten myself up a bit. then go to the gym and try and get my damn muscles back.
xox
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abia thank ya and i seriously hope so.