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erica20

portland, maine

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Tuesday Jan 13, 2009

Jan 13, 2009
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I am not going to submit any more sets to suicidegirls, and I asked to have my hopefuls set taken down before it goes up in MR. I no longer feel comfortable with being free content on a pay site. I can get plenty of paid work. I know I will not be accepted as an SG and have decided not to put myself through the frustration of trying to be 'voted in' i know i am beautiful, and that's all that matters. I need to stop seeking approval from people who are not inclined to accept me. my self worth is more valuable than i have made it out to be. i am not willing to exploit myself.
simple enough. tis a personal choice, nothing against SG or the hopefuls, or the models on this site.
that said, i dont know if i will be able to stay on the site, i am a paid member, but i am also a hopeful. not sure how that works exactly.

ps- to all the hopefuls who have submitted multiple beautiful sets and havent gone pink yet: it's not your fault. you are gorgeous, you don't need a fancy title to prove that to yourselves. and you don't need to prove anything to the people who pay for memberships to this site. all of you could have successful careers as models, this just isn't necessarily the place to start. good luck to you ladies. <3
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denie:
what happened baby?
Jan 18, 2009
erica20:
Sean - thank you so much. your message is quite reassuring, maybe i should give it another shot, I am the type of person who is quick to quit on myself because of my own insecurities, and I very may well be projecting. I will think about giving it another try. smile

Denie - I just don't think I'm right for this site, unfortunately, and I don't want to set myself up for dissapointment.
Jan 18, 2009

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