When the universe decides,
you're not worth its time,
keeps pushing you aside
No matter how hard you try,
To turn it around,
Only to be met,
With resounding silence
You try to help,
But help isn't wanted,
Shoved aside again,
Unwanted is all your heart feels
Get back up,
and try again,
only this time tragedy strikes
All odds stacked against you,
And all...
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Isn't it amazing how one minute we can be perfectly fine and the next we find ourselves in an ocean of tears? That's how I've found myself tonight and for me it just helps to get the thoughts out of my head by writing. So if you find this to be nonsense and utterly unappealing, I won't be offended if you scroll by. For those...
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This is one of the most incredibly beautiful and heartbreaking pieces of spoken word I've heard in a long time! It is truly haunting if you give it a listen...
I'm just trying to understand this
All of this
Because as much as I want
To fucking hate you
After all that's been said
And done
All that I can bring myself to think is
I love you
I want to find you
And feel like I'd
Never been lost
I want to go out for breakfast or brunch
Doesn't matter
All that matters
Is I share a scone
With you
I want to sit underneath
the stars and talk about
how out of every existence
I am blessed to be in yours
I want to go on adventures
And play in the...
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I get it
I let you down
But how awful was I
That my entire existence was wiped from yours
While the fire for you still burns within me
We once were a team
Awesomesauce was our dream
Or maybe it was mine
And I can't let it die
It means too much to me
The days once filled
By Twizzler fuel
We'd go on...
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Am I wrong
To put my faith
in the goodness of others
a faith that is breaking
cracks forming in the foundation
Left with only a twig
holding it up
Am I wrong?
in hoping
that the idea of hope
even still lives
In the slightest amount
like the Spark
inside of our very cells
Al I wrong?
turn on the tv
And there’s another...
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There once was a time
You called me friend
A bond in purest form
That should never end
Years go by
And friends become best
Then best becomes love
But is love where the story
ends....
The look in your eyes
That made me feel as if I were the only one
How they sparkled when you laugh
As if their shine contained an entire galaxy
Your laugh and how it crinkled your nose
When we lay in bed laughing at anything
It was like sunshine and happiness
Bottled up in fireworks of pure joy
The softness of your touch
Oh...
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I cant understand
Why it is
My mind seems to be
The odd man out
I don’t understand
Why most find it easy to walk away
When once they fought to stay
For something they believed in
Am I the only one?
With the belief that love
Is worth the fight?
Am I the only one
When all is said and done
Who wants just...
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