I am so excited about things with the way things are going with Cady and I. I have been taking it nice and slow since the night that we kissed at the club. I just want to make sure that I take my time and let things develop rather than rushing. I have rushed way too many times, and I dont want that to be what ruins the chance we may or may not have. I wish that I could work up the nerve to be at least a LITTLE more affectionate. She likes to hold hands in public and kiss my forehead. And I am always too shy to do it back, or initiate a hand-hold. I dunno. I just get so shy and melty around her. And I just cant get passed it just yet. So, I am going to let the feelings progress. I talked to her about it already and she said that she is totally fine with it, and that she likes everything about me and she is willing to let things go as long as I want them too. It is really a great feeling, I cant even describe it. I am so happy with just everything. It almost totally overshadows the complete pain in the ass this semester has been!!
