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Monday Apr 07, 2003

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today is sporadic journal entry day, empty my head of some fears and hopes, maybe i consolidate it at the end of the day, maybe not.

i fear i am going nowhere, prtety valid fear, i'm not going anywhere.

i've lost a sense of wonder, its not a matter of being jaded, its just boredom or complacency or some other horrible thing that means i am just content to let the world slide on by me

I know what will fix the above
the solution frightens me with implications of weakness, and the mother of all bad words
codependency

i need infatuation
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prettyb0y:
The most productive thing my unemployed ass did, in the last two weeks, was grow a beard; which I just shaved off. So I can relate to the complacency feeling. It sounds like you're in a little funk. Sorry. I hope you get out of it soon. smile

And I believe, we'll be here in 2000 years. We're just too ornery to kick it.
Apr 7, 2003
ereetplus:
yah man the funk is expansive, its not the plane crash self loathing funk of previous years, but its got its own sky darkening charm. I'm gonna wallow for awhile feel it out
Apr 7, 2003

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