ereetplus

damn, i am humbled this week, i have a tendency to be down on myself for my lack of ambitions and material progress in this world, sometimes i feel i've squandered my brightness, all through school, it was "the plan" to excel, go ivy league despite my dirt poorness, the SAT test was the icing on the cake for all who had big plans for me; "1480! this boys going places!" but then i decided no my joy lies elsewhere, went to an expensive art school for awhile lived in a big city, had a grand old time and learned alot about myself and what drives me.
somehow though that choice haunts me in that i fear i'm not good enough for those with money, ambition, education, so forth. but i learned this week what gary coleman tried so hard for so long to teach us; that it takes different strokes to make the world go round.
my outlook on life is different from everybody else, to some people its refreshing, to some its childish, to some its asinine, to some its wisdom, just like everyone else on the planet i'm completely unique.