It's hard to control myself right now. I haven't started crying yet, but I'm sure I will when the end of the week draws near meaning I have to leave for about a month.
A month of no contact whatsoever between him and I. No texting, no phone calls, no emails, no letters. Nothing.
But we're strong enough to get through this. Its just so sudden...
Let the crying start. It will help.
It's better to get it out than to keep it inside for too long. You might take it out on someone who matters.
Take a deep breath and relax.
Remember there are still people in the world who care - even if we are strangers.