eowyn

I feel depressed today. Im watching Reno 911 and thats making me feel better, but I feel depressed.

This jack ass that basically charmed me into being his play toy for a month is emailing me again.

He cant fucking get the picture that I HATE HIM! Especially after he insulted me because I wouldnt do his sexual favors, then told me that I needed to leave him alone because I was too much of a temptation to him and he was trying to get closer to God, and not to mention telling me that I couldnt talk about him in an infavorable light because it would make people think that he was a jerk when they didnt even know him. Oh and I had to find his drivers licence to finally figure out how old he was. 38!!!! And when I confronted him about it? He said that it was a fake ID that his friend who works at the DMV made for fun. Yeah I found out later that was his real ID and he's a lying sack of shit.

Yeah, you know whats funny? I read an article in a magazine and it turns out this is the same thing that cult leaders do to control their members. Nice.

Ugh, I could write a fucking book on what a dick he is. And he has the audacity to send me an email saying "Hey havent heard you in a while, call me!" You know that the last four digits of his number are his name. How fucking lame. Oh and he even wrote his number like that too! What a dick.

I need to GET AWAY FROM HERE!

I need to get away from my life really. Im so tired of my old life and all the stupid mistakes Ive made. I hope I dont end up making more mistakes like that from now on.

Okay okay, I need to go to sleep, and think of something better. I have a very exciting day tomorrow, so... yeah...

Thank you for listening to my ranting...